我真希望自己

I really wish I could

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I really wish I could Literally, “I really wish myself”; the phrase is typically followed by a clause describing what the speaker wishes were true.
CH: 我真希望自己能多睡一会儿。
EN: I really wish I could sleep a little longer.

我真希望自己也能想到这一招。

I really wish I’d thought of that myself.

我真希望自己没做过其中某些事。

I really wish I hadn’t done some of those things.

我真希望自己眼睛一眨也不眨!

I really wish I could keep my eyes wide open without blinking!

— 宝莱坞生死恋 (2002)

知道吗,我真希望自己从来没有遇到过你

You know, I really wish I'd never met you.

— 我是谁:没有绝对安全的系统 (2014)